NUMQUAM CEDE - FABIAN C.

Have you got courage to let your love ones go?

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This song…

I try - Macy Gray

Games, changes and fears
When will they go from here
When will they stop
I believe that fate has brought us here
And we should be together
But wer,e not
I play it off but I’m dreamin of you
I’ll keep it cool but I’m fiendin.
I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it it’s clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it’s clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

I may appear to be free
But I’m just a prisoner of your love
I may seem alright and smile when you leave
But my smiles are just a front
I play it off but I’m dreamin of you
I’ll keep my cool but I’m fiendin
I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it it’s clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

Here is my confession
May I be your possesion
Boy I need your touch
Your love kisses and such
With all my might I try
But this I can’t deny
I play it off but im dreamin of you
I’ll keep my cool but I’m fiendin
I try to say good bye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it it’s clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

Most humans are never fully present in the now, because unconsciously they believe that the next moment must be more important than this one. But then you miss your whole life, which is never not now.

—Eckhart Tolle (via rlyrlyugly)

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breaking up

so my best buddy broke up with his girl and he’s feeling crap. matters of the heart is often hard to comprehend. having been his sole confidant throughout the past few weeks, it dawned upon me how all my previous relationships went by. it’s easy to offer advices and scold my buddy but I am sure if roles were to reverse, it will equally be difficult to type those words and replies. after all she’s the one who once shared many moments together.

love is such a bitch. you yearn for it but sometimes you just hate it for all the hurt and anger it can bring you. nevertheless, two is always better than one.

things I learned. never assume, always communicate, never hide. never promise things you cannot deliver. never hold on to something just for the sake of not hurting the other, it’s plain irresponsible. follow your heart, and stay true to it.

so it’s always my wish to own a land rover. let’s see if my wish will come true.

so it’s always my wish to own a land rover. let’s see if my wish will come true.

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NUMQUAM CEDE - FABIAN C. turned 4 today!

Time flies.

NUMQUAM CEDE - FABIAN C. turned 4 today!

Time flies.

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